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Thursday, February 12, 2009

Why does "love" hurt!!!??!!!

Why is it so hard to tell someone how you feel!!!!!!!!????!!!
Why cant i tell him!!!
It's tearing me up inside!!
It really hurts!!!
Why does it hurt though?? I shoud be happy that i feel that way about someone.
No it hurts...because i know its a lost cause and its a USELESS feeling right now...
I have felt this way for a LONG time and its not any use and i try to tell myself not to feel this way and to give up, move on....but i can't. I just cant.
Have you been in this situation before???
You must know how i feel then.
Did you shed tears like i have???
I wish i could just scream out I LOVE YOU!!!
I know it would be words that have no meaning to him, if it came from me.
I'm just so upset about this.
I just wish that i could let it go.....
I dont wanna "stay in love" with this pain im feeling.
My eyes are getting watery now. I guess thats my clue to stop talking about it at the moment.

Gaki Girl

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

why cant you tell this guy?

Gaki Girl said...

not sure...its just really hard to i guess....
im just not sure how he would react...what u think i should do? :)